baby i look at your picture that mary gave me and i look in to you eyes and i think of the old times baby i even listen to westlife and the songs we used to like and i still like and wished you where here with me my life is at a standstill and i dont know what to do now that my soulmate is gone baby the kids i will never stop loving them or you they are the best thing that happened to me besides you i thank you again and again until i die i know you are watching over me and the kids and mary i love every day i live from your husband gerard your son gerard jr and you daughter jade wall we all love you and miss you i am sitting here writing this and a tear is comming to my eyes baby i miss you please help me and show me the way please xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx